Of course there are always those times where you want to be noticed by a boy or something small and silly like that but, as of now I just wish the ones who have attached themselves to me would just give up. I feel like I am just wreck. I know I have a lot of problems and I know that I am just beginning to realize how big those problems are.
If I were to be honest with you I would tell you it all
I would let you see me, and my walls would come crashing down
If you were the one I was suppose to be with then this would be easy
I wouldn't be questioning myself so much about you
I could drowned myself with the pain draining from you
This was all my fault to begin with, you never saw it coming
I only wanted a place to hide out from the worlds
It wasn't supposed to end this way, you were never suppose to fall
The ending to this story will never change
The boy will always deserve more
And the girl will always push him away
until the emptiness is all the remains
You thought I was the answer, you thought you had found the one
When you really found yourself playing my game
You thought you could figure me out, you thought you could win me over
When all I ever wanted was to be invisible
Everything we had has gone to shit
You have a chance to get out, you have a chance to move on from this
Everything you want me to be i am not
You have no reason to stay and I would never ask you to
This isn't love it's just another what if story
Love and Happiness
-Belle
