I feel like with every thing that happens right now it is making me long for my isolation even more... I know these people only care for me, but truth be told I don't feel as if I deserve it I want to hit my rock bottom. I feel like I have been so close to hitting it and someone always has to come save me just in the nick of time...
For once I want to fall.
I'm thankful for everyone in my life, but right not I don't feel like myself. Right now I feel lost and to be completely honest sort of thrilled....
What will be will be
-Chelsey
