The moon will hold your secrets

At this point in time I am fighting back tears.

Tears of all shapes and sizes

Each one holding something just as heavy as the next

They come and go

and when they come it's without warning, and when they go it couldn't be soon enough

All you hear is the silence swarming around you

Causing your head to spin in all kinds of crazy directions

Each minute takes time to stretch out and make itself at home

Before they kindly move on about their day

Leaving you alone in the dark feeling emptier than before

Your heart is feeling heavy and weak

With each beat you find yourself trying to blend into the wall paper

But they see you, they barely know your name and wont stop grabbing for you

It is at this point you lose your faith in the world that surrounds you

and you just wish you could find that feeling you use to have

You long for the giddy butterflies that make everything seem alive

But they have abandoned you along with everyone else you ever cared for

It hurts to realize the truth, to see them for what they really were

and it breaks you down day after day

What is even sadder is you did this to yourself

At this point in time the tears are escaping and rushing out

It is pointless to fight, and you are wanting to give in to everything

You keep playing the horrid memories in your head, trying to get past them

but they have a hold on you...

You have let them change you

The moon will hold your secrets tonight as you shout them out to a world that refuses to listen