So... It seems as if I have survived another year to see the age of nineteen. Who knew I could last that long. So let me tell you about the party! It was fantastic. My birthday was on March 16, I spent the night with my best friends! Hahaha out of all the years I have had a party I feel like this one was just perfect. It was nice and relaxing to just kind of chill out.
Andrew even came over to hang out for awhile! Hmm.... he he that was really nice!
Let’s see here. Lately I have been in the euphoric type of mood. Nothing seems to bring me down or break me. There is only one thing I would rather no have right now, but hey we can't have everything we want. And I am quite all right with that!
And also I have added a new thing to the list of things that annoy the living crap out of me, (I think that there are only really three things... I really don't get annoyed that easily) but it is when people try to guilt you into doing something. I am standing my ground for now on. I am sick of this boy telling me he is going to kill himself just so I will stay up and talk to him... this has been going on for over a week or so now and enough is enough. My lack of sleep is making my compassion seriously decrease. My heart can't take what he puts me through. And I don't think he realizes how much he hurts me when he is yelling at me. But I'm done trying to be mature about this. Ignoring him now is really the only option I have... Or if he moves away (which I have a feeling that he is doing moving in spite on me) but I’m done with it. I don’t need anyone like that in my life.
Now on to happier news, I think that I will be moving to Austin with my sister… I don’t really see any reason to stay here unless it’s for Ceirra. He he!!! Well I also am considering moving out to Tulsa. But that means I need a roommate!!!! Either way I am going to be somewhere I really love! I am actually really stoked for the summer to come and to see how everything ends up going. No matter where I end up I am going to look at it with an open mind and just welcome the possibilities!
(I have a secret to… But I think I am going to hold this one in for awhile and just see what happens!)
I love my music taste I mean I don’t want to brag but yeah… It’s really cool! haha
Fact of the Day: Pandora is my hero!
-Belle
Chel, as much as that made me happy to read to see that you have considered to stay because of me. You need to do what ever you want. Go for the stars you can always come back and visit and i always can visit you! In bewteen we can send snail mail just because its way cooler then e-mail anyday!
ReplyDelete--Ceirra