As I sit here alone in my room pondering over what to write on this post, all I can really think about is... My day I spent in the park.
It was quite an odd/strange/weird/happy/risky type of day. It really caught me off gaurd. I am happy to report though that I did learn how to long board, and I talked him into trying the dunhill ciggeretts... Which I had a feeling he would like... And what do you know, he did! Haha! See I told you it is about finding the joy in little things that keeps you smiling! =]
Anyway as our day continued to go on, I found myself highly interested in the stories he was telling me. At one point he started talking about life and his views on it... Then apologized for getting into something so deep, it's safe to say yesh I did laugh at that... because as most of you know I love conversations like that.
I'm not saying anything is going to happen with this boy... However today I took a shot in the dark and found myself hanging out witha really goofy boy, who made me laugh, and reminded me that what life is about. Life is about taking those crazy chances, living in the moment, your friendships with people, and just feeling the rush of freedom! This boy has taught me a lot, or just reminded me of forgotten things.
To all my readers I want to wish the the sweetest dreams! And I hope you all have a day in the park like I did today!
Fact of the day: I still remember the first boy I was in love with... It was first grade he was my valentine, his name was Max, and he had red hair... oh and yeah he was a Britain... No wonder I have a thing for the brits! te-he-he!
-Chel
P.S. Check out this AMAZING song! V.V Brown-Shark in the Water
I just read some of your past entries. And your brother is a complete douche for ratting you out, even if he maybe-but-probably-didn't have good intentions. That's just shit.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad that you have this new boy possibility. Because this Jordan (is he the boy? i think he is, king douche?), well. I don't like him. Especially if he's the boy with the "someone else" thing. Nope, don't like him at all. I like the new boy. AND GINGERS, FTW.
You seem like you're having a good summer. Lovely lovely.