I also got into a huge bike wreck I ate the curb like no other and you know what... I sprained my ankle. It's gross really. I am not one who gets really girly about things and if it was just a cut then I would be fine however... In this case I am going to be a girl and tell you it is ugly it actually makes me feel ugly. I know how ridiculous that sounds but it hurts and is a pain in the ass to take care of. My mother told me to suck it up... I guess lately I have been too emotional for my own good. I have been crying a lot and most of the time I don't even know why I just burst into tears. My Step father has been yelling at me about every little thing I do wrong. And I know I know that is what he is there for. But I feel as if I can't ever do anything right. They look at me and they see Chris (Biological Father). Most days I feel like a fail to them. I'm barely hanging on but you know what I'm doing a good job. I don't have my whole life planned out, and I may have caused something life changing but you know what. I am alright. I am hanging on and dealing with life the way I think I should. And for me that’s enough.
Fact of The Day! I love trees nature helps me relax!
Love And Happiness
-Belle
Che-bear,
ReplyDeleteI love you. I am always here for you. After all the tears we have both shed, we could fill a small pond.